i fucked up i called a potential employer and spoke like he was a friend of mine. all stupid. it was his machine but i’m pretty sure he wont call me back i was like, “if you can give me a call back” and “i heard you were hiring” i’m such an IDIOT!
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this thing with her doesn’t even make my heart hurt it makes my stomach hurt. if someone leaves you not once but twice perhaps even three times, maybe they don’t wanna be with you. i hate to say it but its pathetic. and i care sooo much about her. i think i love her for fucks sake but shit i cant deal with this its too sad. if i say something maybe i’ll be the jerk i’ll be the asshole and i don’t wanna be but fuck WAKE UP!! i cant deal i really cant. this hurts me.
gonna start using my other computer that i’ve ignored for over a year now. glad it still works. so things arent so bad.
i feel i need to blog something fun or interesting but i just dont have it in me :/
