its fuckin hot. i’m not even exaggerating.
fuck.
i fucked up i called a potential employer and spoke like he was a friend of mine. all stupid. it was his machine but i’m pretty sure he wont call me back i was like, “if you can give me a call back” and “i heard you were hiring” i’m such an IDIOT!
1 month ago - 
2
2 i should be at the bar with my friends but no i’m here tumbling because i have no moneys. and single.
le fuck my life
huh?
this thing with her doesn’t even make my heart hurt it makes my stomach hurt. if someone leaves you not once but twice perhaps even three times, maybe they don’t wanna be with you. i hate to say it but its pathetic. and i care sooo much about her. i think i love her for fucks sake but shit i cant deal with this its too sad. if i say something maybe i’ll be the jerk i’ll be the asshole and i don’t wanna be but fuck WAKE UP!! i cant deal i really cant. this hurts me.
i didn’t even get drunk. i spent idk how much on beer tonight, those fuckers raised the price after a certain hour, i couldn’t wear my cap, and i didn’t GET DRUNK!!
so fuckin lame. i think it was fake beer to be honest, then we went to another bar and it also sucked. got tacos after and it sucked there. tonight kinda sucked. not the company, just the spots. fml.
I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!
this girl i hooked up with, her bf is texting me getting all crunk with me texting me all sorts of bullshit trying to compete with me and shit. STFU pussy ass hoe i fucked your girl already and i’ll do it again and again. lame ass piece of shit ruining my night. well whats left of it. and it all started because she was hungry and asked me to buy her lunch. damn maybe feed your girl and this wont be happening you prick. i’m so angry.
